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gina_r_snape ([personal profile] gina_r_snape) wrote2010-12-01 09:55 am
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work, school, home repairs . . . :whinge:

GROOOOAAAAAAAAAAN!

It's warm and humid and rainy today and all I want to do is drink hot cocoa and stay at home with my kitties. :pouts:

I did not get a good night's rest last night, and I'm very tired today. My radiators started leaking again, so repair guys came in last night and didn't leave for hours. [livejournal.com profile] tennis_bear jinxed me when he came over, too, by asking about the radiators. Maybe I'll blame this all on him. I had a mountain of papers to grade, which I just couldn't get done while they were there. So today I will have to be focused despite being exhausted. :( I've been grading over the past week, actually - a few at a time. But none of the papers have produced any humorous lines worth sharing. Sorry!

14 papers of 10 - 12 page length in one day. I can do it. Sure I can. Did I mention my boss is on holiday for two weeks and so I'm covering her position as well?

I am contemplating taking out a student loan and foregoing teaching next semester so I can have more time to dissertate. As it is, I'm taking a week off work in December to sit and focus. I've got two goals before February: to write up a literature review for submission to next year's annual social work education conference and put something substantial on paper (even if it's inchoate) regarding my theory. Once I do that, I can sit with one of the faculty members and see if it makes sense.

The other reason I'm debating taking out a loan is so I can go to a social work researchers conference. I put out a lot of money to attend the one in Portland (between hotel, airfare, conference fees, etc). This one is closer, but still will cost me at least $1k when all is said and done.

I found myself with a temporary momentum of excitement after the last conference. But when I got back, the pressures of teaching took over my time.

I just hate the idea of taking out another student loan. But I suppose this is what it's for, right? I can't drop work down to part-time and I haven't had a raise in a few years. Teaching used to be fun and extra money, now it's the extra money that pushes me over the edge to live within my means.

:whinge:

I WANNA STAY AT HOME AND PUT ON PJS AND DRINK HOT COCOA AND WRITE FANFIC, dammit!

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